| Wow....Xanga....I forgot I even had one....fucking wierd.
DAMN MYSPACE AND ITS ADDICTING TENDANCYS!!! ARGH!!!
oh well.
All is well...YAY SUMMER..
Check it www.myspace.com/notethefakesmile
GO THERE.. |
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| wow...i havent written in this thing forever....kinda forgot i even had it...DAMN MYSPACE!!
things have been normal horrible like always...nothing new sadly.... meh
check out my myspace or something....
http://www.myspace.com/notethefakesmile
<33Kristi |
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| You really know your parents love you when they ditch you and lie to you and instead of being parents go out and party and get drunk and stoned leaving you to fend for your self for hours on end, day after day with no food, or even money to get food. WOW my parents must really love me if thats the case. Then they come home and start fighting, throw shit, and you're caught in the cross fire of dangerous flying objects then the next day comes and act like nothing ever happend, while your still fucked up crying for all the shit that just happend. even if they are home, im still alone, shooed away into my room where i spend the night alone. its pretty fucked up when you rather go anywhere else but home to escape the war zone...i thought home was the place u were supposed to be safe, home is where the heart is. theres no place like home...whoever came up with all that bullshit obviously was in denial or some shit cuz its all fucking lies.Its pretty lame when you rather die then have to see one more fucking thing, its pretty sad when you're being kicked out of your own home so your "parents" can have a party. family is supposed to be loving, my mother a skitzo she starts off appologizing and ends up making it all about her and what she goes through and screaming at me when shes the one who fucked up. Dean...dont even get me started. Family is fucked, life is fucked, everyone and everything are just F U C K E D!
felt good to vent, sorry if u read this.you dont really need/or want to for that matter hear me bitch about my problems but whatever, i needed to write this out so i dont lose the little bit of sanity i have left...and believe me its running on empty now. |
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| life is.........................................complicating, and OH so painful. |
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| welp things have been great...kinda...knock on wood. got exams all week and im soooo not prepaired..wish me good luck, cuz imma need it.
Goodluck to you on yours.
<33Treece out. |
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